As my Senior Project experience is winding down, I’m finding it harder and harder to write. The motivation has been ebbing away, and now there is virtually little to none left. I have been writing, but all of my piece have been extremely forced and I don’t feel comfortable sharing these pieces. My brain feels like molasses, all my thoughts churning out incredibly slowly. My focus to read has also deteriorated and honestly, that is the thing I am most torn up about. I used to be able to read for hours and hours, and now just the thought of that is deeply perturbing. And I love reading.

This need to be mobile that I feel used to only apply to my writing and my feelings, but now it’s encroached upon the rest of my life as well. Now sitting still while my thoughts race is incredibly distressing. I hope this gets better in the future.