How to deal with awful parents

I hate everything. I don’t feel any happiness anymore my life my soul my fun is gone. I feel  dead inside and nothing will fill the whole Guluband left. Dadi didn’t even try to get Guluband back he only tried to stop me from getting to Guluband. I don’t know what i’ll do it has been a few days since he left Dadi tried to cheer me up by buying me a puppy but it’s just not Guluband. Guluband was a part of me I need in my life and without him I will not be happy ever. I hate Dadi he lies and sells parts of me away just for money he hes given up on trying to make me feel better and he even stopped talking to me. I feel like a bangle with no wrist to lift it up so it I lie on the ground depressed and not feeling much emotion. So this is how to deal with awful parents. The first tip to deal with awful parents is to show that you feel sad and make sure that you know that they know that you are NOT okay. Spend more time with the one you like more. When I saw that he was wrestling with the other man I felt really sad that he was my dad so I started spending time with sharma and mama. The last tip I have to deal with awful parents is you have to find the good in life. When Guluband was gone I was obviously really sad and when we got sher dil I realised that Guluband will always be with me.