Although you feel like you are alone right now there are always people that you can talk to. I know this is information you have probably heard before and I’m not sure how much help it will be. I wish that there was a quick and simple fix to the experiences and emotions you are feeling but unfortunately there is not. I can assure you however that there are resources and people that are here for you. I know it might not look like it right now but there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Good luck, Red