Since the 25th of February, I haven’t eaten any meat except fish. That was the day we had the panel of vegetarians in LREI. I had never thought that there were so many vegetarians among us—I have known Kitty since I was three, but I never knew she didn’t eat meat! I had thought that vegetarians would be extremely skinny and unhealthy from lack of protein, but the members of the panel were obviously quite healthy, and possibly healthier than the rest of us. There are reasons I had never thought of for becoming a vegetarian. Sherezada said she didn’t eat animals for moral reasons, which makes sense. The teacher from the high school said that he was a vegetarian for environmental reasons. When he said that, I had no idea what on earth he was talking about. I perked up and listened more closely to what he had to say. First of all, it is better to eat lower on the food chain because plants take way less energy to cultivate then the energy it takes to raise cows. There are also many air-polluting meat factories. In addition (and I find this reason quite comical), when cows pass gas, the methane they produce in total is worse for the environment then both airplanes and cars! I started laughing. When I realized he was serious, it was all the more funny, yet sad at the same time because it made me think of all the horrible things we are doing to the earth. I had tried being a vegetarian a couple years ago, but that lasted for maybe five meals before I relapsed into my regular meat eating routine. The reason it didn’t last was that I had no drive and no reason to become one, but now I do. Whenever I even look at animals, the thought of killing them makes me shiver. Cows absolutely seem just as alive as humans, and to kill one would be like being ordered to murder a random stranger you don’t know. It seems unfair that we kill animals without any justification except for the fact that they taste good. I just don’t feel that animals should be raised just to be killed. I had always felt that way, but I acquired even more reasons within the last couple weeks in 8th grade. We read lots of exposés in core about the horrible conditions of the meat packing industry, both from a hundred years ago and now. The animals and the workers are mistreated so we can simply eat meat. The meat industry is also not very careful of how healthy their cows are—cows that can’t walk were forced to move by use of forklifts in one instance. Also, as I saw in Fast Food Nation, it is possible to get severely hurt by the complicated and sharp machinery all around. The movie also had a powerful final scene of the actual murder of the cow. Blood was spilled all around and it was incredibly disgusting and inhumane. The panel was the last little nudge I needed to stop eating meat. The first thing I did was look up how much protein I would need on a daily basis. You need about half as many grams of protein as how many pounds you weigh (for example, a 200 pound person needs about 100 grams of protein). I looked up the foods I would be able to eat to see their protein count. It really isn’t as hard as I thought it would be. Three cups of milk a day is more than half of the protein I need. If you add some tofu, broccoli, rice, beans, and fish, you are all set. Since the 25th, I have been feeling slightly sleepier than I normally would, which is probably because of the reduced amount of protein I am receiving. However, I feel more in control of my life. I am straying off the beaten path of eating whatever is in front of you and instead, being more selective and only eating foods I feel good about eating (if you are wondering, the reason I still eat fish is because I feel as though I need it for protein, and I don’t feel as bad killing a fish than a cow). Since only a little more than a week ago, I have felt more aware of the food around me. When people walk out of McDonalds, I wonder where the hamburger they are munching on came from. As I look into restaurants and see the massive plates of fillet mignonne, I think about how much meat this country consumes, and wonder if that is necessary. When I announced I wanted to become a vegetarian, my family didn’t believe I could do it for more than three days, because I loved meat. I told my mom my reasons, but I struggled a little bit whenever I saw a tasty looking pot of simmering Bolognese sauce and the scent wafted over to where I sat with my bowl of bean soup. “Ella, there are other ways you can save the environment. It doesn’t make that much of a difference if you eat meat or not,” my mom said when she saw my self-control being tested. However, I do believe that one person can make a huge difference. That has been proved many times, from Lincoln to Rosa Parks to many others. That is the reason I think our school is taking on the Sustainability project—because even our tiny little school with less than 40 eighth graders can make changes. No one takes a ten-day vegetarian very seriously, but I know that this is going to last for a long time, if not forever.