It’s not fair. He was supposed to be my husband. People might not think that I cry on the outside but I am grieving on the inside. I feel like a little girl again.
I might be being selfish but what if something so important to you was taken away and given to someone as close as your sister. You would be feeling as angry and frustrated as me. He was meant for me, I want to shout. The worst thing about it all is that my sister seems to be fine with it. I feel betrayed by my own family. I tried so hard to be a good girl but this is so unfair and I tried. I tried. I just can’t do it anymore.
I don’t know what to do anymore. Dadi will strike me if I step out of line. Mama has already slapped me. I am lost
Goodnight.
Shabanu has black hair, brown eyes, brown skin and hair that goes down to her back.
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“It’s such a good solution!”p.193. I don’t know what you think is the problem. This is much better than what it was going to be. Murad wouldn’t like you any way. You are bringing wealth to the family! This is great Shabanu. I am your older sister and I know how to spot a good idea. This is definitely one!
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