“My wedding’s… ruined!”P.162 What if Dadi’s dead? What if Hamir’s dead? Can I ever go back to my new house? Oh, please Allah, what have I done to deserve this? Guide my father back to me. Shabanu doesn’t even worry about it. I wish I was more like her. She is so brave and wild. I try to let go, but there is to many things in my way. I must be a proper lady and do as Mama and Auntie say. Ahh, what if my life is ruined? I could die, that is so scary.http://www.pinterest.com