Today, I will be a knight. Fourteen years of hard work has payed off. I have also taken a great deal of trickery and lies; I am a knight, yes, but I am also a girl. My name is Maggie, but when I am a boy I am Masson. I have always wanted to be a knight, and my mother before me. But my mother was caught and was forced to become a noble, even though it wasn’t bad. There were worse reputations out there, but that was why Mother wanted to be a knight, to protect them. and was watched carefully 24/7 for a few years. My Father was a knight, before he died in battle,and he left Mother and me with us in his old knight castle and an acre of land. I know if he was alive he would never let me be a knight, but Mother completely supports me. She cuts my hair for me, she makes me look like a boy the best she can. After lying in bed contemplating my thoughts I jump out. My short blond hair is messy but I ignore it for now, I go down stairs into the dining room, people greet me with me boy name, even though I have been using it for fourteen years it still sounds wrong. Masson this, Masson that,
“Good day Masson,”
“Time for your holy bath Mason,” the bath where I wash away all of my sins, oh God, oh God help me. I completely forgot! Oh there is mother, she can help me, oh good. I can take it alone. I’m going into the room, there is the room, I see the room. Okay, good, it really is empty. The basin is full, cool, so, now I undress and get in the tub? Yeah that sound right. Off with the shirt, off with the pants, into the basin. I step into the tub, and ease your way in there you g- Oh! Cold water, very very cold water. Sink in nice and slowly there you go. No just wash a way your sins. It’s not going to be long, you haven’t committed that many sin- wait never mind I might be in here for a while…
It’s been ten minutes, I think I’m done, okay Magg- Masson. Wait who’s knocking on the door? They can’t come in here! I have worked so hard for this, fourteen years, I have waited fourteen years. Wait, it’s cool, it’s Mother. Why is she coming in? “Hello” I say. But before she replies she shuts the door behind her.
“Here are your clothes, you can dress yourself” she says.
“Yes” I reply.
The tunic is so white, so pure. But to think, I get to wear something so beautiful… WAIT. It will be easy to tell I’m a girl wearing this. Im pointing this out to mother. This is bad. Is she holding up a robe. Oh right, the robe. The robe that says that a knight is willing to die in God’s service. I suppose will just wrap it around me differently so people can’t see my chest. Yeah that will do. Now let’s get these cloths on. Okay there we go, now for the robe, Cool I’m one step closer to being a knight. Now it is time to go to the church. I have to pray, and pray and pray. I didn’t get to eat this morning either because All I get to do is pray. Well I suppose some sacrifices must be made.
I’m now at the Church, I rode here on horseback. The priest had told me to bow to the alter. So now I’m where the priest want’s me, so… do I start. The priest is nodding, is that a yes? But I didn’t say anything. Is he reading my mind? No don’t be stupid Mag-MASSON. He can’t read minds. Wait, is that sunlight, yes I see the sun. It’s morning, am I done praying. Yes I think I am, the priest is coming over, he’s helping me up. We are going to the confessional. Oh no, what am I going to do. I know, I’m going to confess everything, except that I’m a girl. Okay, into the booth we go and there is a screen between us, so if i’m lying he can’t tell. Lucky me. This is going to feel very awkward, it just is going to awkward. I have committed a lot of sins, what if I have committed too many oh no wait is he talking?
“You may now confess child.”
“Okay, um, er, hehe, well… I never really liked my father, he was a knight, but he wasn’t a very good one. He didn’t really follow the code of chivalry so when he died I was happy. It is terrible but… proud of my mother… excited for battle… Scared, i’m scared.”
“Everyone is scared child, thank you for the time you have spent in the church, you may go.”
Cool, I’m back at our castle. But I need to put on chain mail. That stuff is super hard to put on, I’m going to need my squire to help me. It is a good thing she is pretending to be a boy too. Here I go, back to my room. I open my door and there sh-he is. And my armor is laid out on my bed. He helps me dress. The chains are heavy and cold. We put armor upon armor on my body, and I think mother had more for me because it will hide that I am a girl. The armor is making my shoulders heavy. The weight is pulling me down, but I have to get used to it. I have to be a knight.
I’m back at the church, I will get my sword and then the priest will bless it. So here we go. He is approaching me, he is carrying a sword. So pretty, so shiny; and it is mine. Mine, and mine to me. All these years I have been waiting for this moment. Now, it has come. I look down at my hands to find that they are shaking. Why are they shaking? I’m not scared, well only that i’m going to be found a girl The pretty sword. My sword. The priest hands it to me. I grasp is in my hands, carefully holding the blade. Its prettier up close, the light from the sun makes it light up and hurt my eyes. The priest lets go and started to mumble prayers, blessing my sword, making it special. My sword, mine. Not father’s old sword mine.
“Take this sword my child, and do great things.” he touches my forehead and walks off. Now it is time for the exciting part. Where the King makes me a knight.
The King’s castle is huge, much bigger than any knight’s home. One of his royal knights walks me down the hall. Our boots making loud thumps that echo around the hall. A lord rushes by us, he nods at me and the knight; he looks at me like I’m a equal. Finally. We are approaching a hall. Stay calm Masson, stay calm. We enter, and the King is standing in the middle of the hall. And in front of him on the ground is a place for me to neal. For him to make me a knight…